Have You Ever?

Have you ever stepped into your own self and felt awe after a long time of overlooking some parts of yourself due to focusing on other more needy ones? What about accepting all of you?! The yesterday you that bought the field flowers from the old lady, not because there weren’t prettier ones, but because her face spoke to you. The today you who felt like offering a hug to the lady at the fabric store who after hours and years at that place felt its weight. The always you who alternates between a fountain of desires and interests- the one who obsessively searches for patterns and fabric to transform; the one who is offering healing consultations; the one who creates creative wonderlands for others to step into and taste the actual beauty of life; the one who vigorously wants to protect her kids from any disappointments contrary to what she has learned is the formula for growth and transcendence; the one who wants to teach things as abstractly intellectual and philosophical as possible; the one who seeks God day in and day out. Have you ever seen your Essence- its glitter and glamor blinding you just as the Sun on a blistering afternoon? I dare you- My Love- I dare you!